Cutting the fuss and getting to the crux, the juice in this case, of the matter is important to me.
I am reading Genesis 1:1- In the beginning God created... and His awesomeness seems to be seeping through.
Hardened over years of disobedience, rising and falling, I need to cut out the noise and set my eyes on Him.
There have been too much repetitions, one could almost lose hope. But if I do, then who would uphold me. Yes, God and God needs me to hang in there.
I also need to let the thirst to see what He's going to make of me overrule all else.
So I said it was a new beginning today - this is about the date, nineteen years ago when I gave my life to Christ.
And then by night I was failing again, it seemed. Nothing like my worst nightmare but nonetheless...
And now, here I am reading 'In the beginning...' on my new study bible. And I know there is hope for me again. I feel alive, fresh, sweet, loved.
He said to mind Him. He's all I want to mind.
What strikes me is His Presence so easily ignored, yet so resplendent in everything we see.
Job 33:4 says, 'The Spirit of God has made me, and the breathe of the Almighty gives me life.'
How far from such a God can you be? Not far at all I think.
His Presence gets to me.
I want to sleep on that thought.
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